You

missing you much, my love. i miss your voice, your laughter, your sms-es, your presence online, your kisses, your hugs.

haven't been sleeping well at all. nightmares.

another week to go, darling baby, and i wish time would just fly by.

thanks for the flowers (: they're still alive! 4 days already. what a wonderful, tangible presence. i put them on the piano, so everytime i come home/leave house, i see them and i think of you, and what you mean to me. my everything, my forever.

i simply cannot wait to feel your arms around me again.

totally looking forward to this weekend, because i'll be hearing from you(:

less than 6 months to ORD. you've made it far, love. proud of ya(:

One

oh boy, it's been awhile. oh and it's been a year since....(: yay (:

i've been thinking about you non-stop.
every day, staring at my phone, 'maybe he'll drop a note', 'maybe he's really busy', stuff like that. i've missed you. i've been praying for your safety. hearing you getting so frustrated with what's going on made me so sad. i want to just be there and affirm you; that yes, you are a good person. you are capable, no matter what anyone says.

it doesn't matter if you can't change who you are, what matters is that you try. everyone's got their own way of dealing and you've got yours.


you're one of the most talented people i know, and if anyone wants to think otherwise...well...it's their loss.
i believe in you, my love. always have, always will.

To: My darling baby

Don't miss me too much, love.

We'd still keep in touch!


Whenever you feel alone at night
think of me,
think of us;
Sometimes it'd be hard,
but feel me from within,
feel our everlasting love,
and it will all be well