long, windy roads

i guess the booking in/out thing does get rather upsetting. and from the outset, it's starting to look like one hell of a journey ahead.

i wish i could be there, and hold you..
and make everything okay.

strange...

apparently there's a doctor whose initials are H.L. Chua.

hahahaha.

doctor leh!

wowee, hearing from you last night was refreshing indeed. my soporific, you say? baby, you make me feel alive. i can't imagine a future without you in it.

sojourn

every time i read your journal, the part where you said you cleared SOC always cracks me up. i swear it's the exclamation marks.
you're adorable (:

maybe when you read this you'll remember when you sms-ed me the last time before sit test. i couldn't reply because i was helping alicia CARRY BOXES. more jumbo boxes for milli, yes. finally got them all out of the office and into the warehouse truck anyway. so yeah, apologies for not replying. roarrr.

the cloud's veil

Even though the rain hides the stars
Even though the mist swirls the hills
Even when the dark clouds veil the sky
God is by my side

Even when the sun shall fall in sleep
Even when at dawn the sky shall weep
Even in the night when storms shall rise
God is by my side


this is one of my favourite hymns.

I go wash feet now!

talk to me
tell me what's on your mind.
please?
or at least let me know why you don't

Hey

I'm back!

Nice job with the blog.
Looks pretty spunky!
Zai la you.

And yup, Friday night was great.


Did you know,
we survived fieldcamp, not just I?



All's good, baby.
Everything's alright.
Hope you're having a good sleep right now.

Sweet dreams, my love

tonight

i must..have you. tonight.
need to hug you tonight.

hope i get to.

i'm on the verge of tearing my hair out. and the hours..oh the hours they pass too slowly this friday.

ZZZOMG

i ate chocolate tao huay.

HAHA. it was too weird!

oh yeahhhhhh.

i heard from you.

i wasn't lying, when i said i was so happy i could cry. honestly, last night, all i could think about was you, and when you finally called, my mind simply spun.

"Yo."

haha HELLO. (: (: ok, i'll see you either tomorrow or saturday. i don't believe they'll make you stay till sunday. it's not fair! hahaha.

hmmmm. i'm off to work!

rainbow hearts

hmm. this was what i wrote the other day, i posted it on my LJ, but you might not read that, so here it is! like i said, it isn't particularly happy. anyways, i've been suffering from some insane onslaught of PMS. really.

A rainbow heart on the wall
Dancing in spring
As though colours birthed the world
(Or otherwise?)
But it all turned grey
And felt like sunshine squandered
Silly little moments
To be the lamppost in the dark



baby, we were 3 months old yesterday (:
i could love you forever.



i bought my guitar today!
haven't decided what to name it yet though.
it's dark purple-ish, abit like my hair!

one string of weekdays, and i get to see you again.

i miss your hugs, the warmth i feel when we're up against each other. i miss your hands..your kisses. most of all, i miss hearing your voice.
i need you.

vow

we vowed never to perform with a missing member ever again.


while walking home from yck mrt, i looked up, and saw the moon. it was some kind of perfect semi circle, made more enchanting by the glow from being covered by a thin layer of clouds.

another week till we meet again, love. i'm glad this week flew by. it's harder not hearing from you, especially the next few days. i love you sweetheart, you're in my prayers.

happy valentine's (:

close your eyes, dry your tears
and when nothing seems clear
you'll be safe here

when nobody hears you scream
i'll scream with you
you'll be safe here

-rivermaya, 'you'll be safe here'


celebrate life,
celebrate love!

crazy over you baby, as always.

photos?

well well..i might start putting up photos, but that requires a little more discipline on my part. haha. all for a good cause! (: (:

really wonder what you'll think/make of this space when you get back. haha.

it's been some kinda day.

firstly, i realised i lost my wallet. so gone is 20 bucks (thank goodness i took out the other 20 from my wallet beforehand) together with my NRIC and ATM card. ARGGGHHH.

been calling Fisherman's Wharf the whole day to see if i could have accidentally left it there, but 9 calls later and still no one has answered the phone.

cb

AND THEN i fell down the stairs while carrying one of those evil big boxes. hurting all over the place, i really hope i feel better soon.

if anything, today's company buffet lunch was really fun, and the food was awesome. and amazing. and i'm meeting benja for dinner! (: (: and then it's back home to watch the episode of heroes i missed last night (insane, because i already have the entire season on my com but i insist on waiting to catch it every week, except for times like yesterday). then setting my sounds! (: (: tomorrow's jam at lcube will be SO AWESOME. hee.

<3

uno!

i started a blog for us.

i know i've given you a couple of makeshift diaries, but there's only so much writing in the heat of the moment can bring out.

here's to more entries from me! and occasionally you, of course. as a reminder that we're together and together, we're invincible. we're awesome. you're awesome. you make me proud.

i know i can trust you (:

i love you.