Visions

I looked,
viewing a realm I could see,
but was not in


I saw

I saw her
in a long dress
of forest green
and yellow hay


with child


'My child,'
I muttered immediately,
somehow certain of what
I had said.


She could not see me
She hummed to herself
hand on her blessed abdomen
a look of tenderness
only a mother could muster
as the autumn maple
rained upon us

There I stood watching her
a specter
but my heart was warm

mriaow

i nibblez you!

just so you know

You
showed me how to love
taught me how to live
changed me.

You
helped me to trust
encouraged me to believe
brought me back.

and i'll never stop loving you.

sometimes, i feel like i'm not good enough for you.

so i try to make up by showing you i really want to be with you any chance i get, to show you that you mean everything to me. i send you little messages at random times in the day to show you that i'm always thinking of you.

sometimes, i just don't feel like i'm worth your time.
i hope i am.

you're such a beautiful angel when you're asleep.

i'm going to kiss you now. (:

oh
gosh
baby

i am so craving you right now.