Strength

these few days have not been easy for me.
being around people with their respective other halves just makes me miss you more!

it's so tiring to keep up with the smiling, the singing...

the idea of having someone's hand to hold on a long bus journey from one house to another, to have a shoulder to lean on when i'm dead tired...

i close my eyes, and think of you
of your embrace.

you give me strength.

Love

"...and the greatest of these is Love."

yes, when it comes down to the barest essentials, we have Faith, Hope and Love. and God tells us that the greatest of them is Love.

i will love you, my dearest,
for to me, you are home.
i leave my heart in your hands, as yours are in mine.
i will caress it, and treat it with respect. with gentleness.

with love.

Endless Rain

It's a dream, I'm in love with you.
Hold me warmly in your arms.
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you


Endless rain, fall on my heart...

we can't afford to be this way towards each other.

damn it,
because i was insensitive to you
we don't get this weekend together. at all.

it hurts.

i want to say that the tears aren't worth it because i'm crying myself silly right now.

but i love you
and it hurts me knowing that i hurt you

because i would never intentionally put you aside.
please understand me. i would never. intentionally hurt you and if i do, tell me.
please don't just keep quiet...
silence doesn't cure anything.

i don't know how this hurt will heal.
when you're upset, all i want to do is be there for you, and i can't when i'm the source of your anger.

damn it all i want to do is to be there for you.

i'm sorry.

psychic!
made for each other!

haha. can't wait to see you come saturday night.

apologies for always posting such random one-liners.

but,
today was one HECK of a special day (:

i find it pretty tragic that i've gotten used to this seletar lifestyle of yours. :(