I love you.
I really do.
It feels to me that I can't express it all out.
But I really do.
Mahal,
when you look to the moon,
when you look to the stars,
you can see me there.
Feel my Love for you;
it is unwavering.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
just because
i just can't get over how much i need you. to borrow your words, you are the best thing that's happened to me.
because of you, there is joy where there was regret and sadness.
because of you, there is comfort where there was emptiness.
because of you, i am happy.
waiting for tonight, to hear your voice love.
Monday, March 24, 2008
To my Love
It's just back to NS, that's all.
Boon Lay somemore, not some blasted island anymore.
No need to take ferry...
Hopefully no need to rush on sunday afternoon/evenings...
I've been through the whole first 2 months already!
But still...
I can't deny there always is that lurching deep down inside whenever I have to leave.
The only time I felt kinda ok was the CNY week and the POP week.
Because I knew I'd see you real soon.
One week isn't exactly VERY long...
but it ain't that short either.
The only reason why one ever feels such reluctance?
Because they love;
They have people to love;
They have places to love.
And ironically, we have to defend this place because we want to protect those we love...heh...
And my love rests with you,
deep in your bosom,
right with your heart.
Sometimes it might not seem so distinct,
so obvious an existence;
Sometimes you might doubt;
Sometimes you might fear.
But just feel deep down inside.
What do you feel? See? Hear? Sense?
My love is with you, and yours, always.
Never forget that, mahal.
And yes,
my heart too is full,
filled with You.
Just like when we were at the bus-stop at the main road outside my residence...
The memories, experiences, moments, everything...
Everything that came to being the moment we got to know each other;
From us first meeting and speaking;
From me fancying you;
From the subsequant wooing;
From your actions and reactions;
From our getting together;
From our first kiss;
and much, much more.
Too much,
that only the Heart, Mind and Soul
can feel.
One word:
Beautiful.
Did you even know, mahal?
Your presence in my Life means so much.
In retrospect...
it's as though I've never lived until you appeared.
It might sound cliche,
but even popular songs and expressions have a basis to spring forth.
I've never felt so...emotional.
And I don't mean emo.
The joy you give me;
The joy I get from making you happy;
The joy I get from seeing you happy;
The pangs of worry whenever something unfortunate happens or might happen;
The longing I get when we are separated.
I have never felt so attached to
anyone,
anything.
It has come to a point when I simply cannot envision Life without you.
Yes, it really does seem that we might marry.
Yes, I want to age with you.
And even in death would we not part,
for we would have eternal life,
in the Kingdom of God.
One day,
We will be.
You made me Live,
and you make me want to Live.
One day,
what we call a fantasy,
will be our world,
our Avantasia.
I love you, mahal.
Always.
Boon Lay somemore, not some blasted island anymore.
No need to take ferry...
Hopefully no need to rush on sunday afternoon/evenings...
I've been through the whole first 2 months already!
But still...
I can't deny there always is that lurching deep down inside whenever I have to leave.
The only time I felt kinda ok was the CNY week and the POP week.
Because I knew I'd see you real soon.
One week isn't exactly VERY long...
but it ain't that short either.
The only reason why one ever feels such reluctance?
Because they love;
They have people to love;
They have places to love.
And ironically, we have to defend this place because we want to protect those we love...heh...
And my love rests with you,
deep in your bosom,
right with your heart.
Sometimes it might not seem so distinct,
so obvious an existence;
Sometimes you might doubt;
Sometimes you might fear.
But just feel deep down inside.
What do you feel? See? Hear? Sense?
My love is with you, and yours, always.
Never forget that, mahal.
And yes,
my heart too is full,
filled with You.
Just like when we were at the bus-stop at the main road outside my residence...
The memories, experiences, moments, everything...
Everything that came to being the moment we got to know each other;
From us first meeting and speaking;
From me fancying you;
From the subsequant wooing;
From your actions and reactions;
From our getting together;
From our first kiss;
and much, much more.
Too much,
that only the Heart, Mind and Soul
can feel.
One word:
Beautiful.
Did you even know, mahal?
Your presence in my Life means so much.
In retrospect...
it's as though I've never lived until you appeared.
It might sound cliche,
but even popular songs and expressions have a basis to spring forth.
I've never felt so...emotional.
And I don't mean emo.
The joy you give me;
The joy I get from making you happy;
The joy I get from seeing you happy;
The pangs of worry whenever something unfortunate happens or might happen;
The longing I get when we are separated.
I have never felt so attached to
anyone,
anything.
It has come to a point when I simply cannot envision Life without you.
Yes, it really does seem that we might marry.
Yes, I want to age with you.
And even in death would we not part,
for we would have eternal life,
in the Kingdom of God.
One day,
We will be.
You made me Live,
and you make me want to Live.
One day,
what we call a fantasy,
will be our world,
our Avantasia.
I love you, mahal.
Always.
miau?
00sh. so the past week's been really good for us both.
i really think i'm going to marry you.
<3
haha, i even love the jokes we keep making about living together.
well well, there are still an insane number of challenges ahead before we get there, but we'll be as awesome as we've ever been and more. when the day comes, it'll be a marvellous dream come true. then we can look back on all these years and say
'ZOMG keke we how awesomezxzxzx' !!!!!!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
tuna timtam hotcrossbuns!
you are just SO DAMNED AWESOME.
tonight's makeshift 'picnic' was so quaint, yet i felt so..happy. yeah, happy. maybe the little soo chow area's become 'our area'. or not. whatever it is, with the birds nest fern infested trees and the moon looking down on us, and when it's just you and me, the moments just become special. simply special.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
the future
furniture shopping!
okay, one day it WILL become a reality. it's fun!
lawa lamps - no
gargoyle lamps - no
discoball lamps - ZOMG YOU ALREADY HAVE?!
fam brand tungsten balls - non-renewable resource
basket, quite troublesome aye? and those are just the lights!
another idea/must have: one room shall be converted into a soundproof recording studio.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
four
every moment spent with you,
is like magic
i'm really treasuring every moment we have together for now, and thanks, really, thanks for making time. sigh, i keep thinking about what's to come and what not, but i suppose it's really about loving the present. grateful for the little things.
love you baby,
always always always.
happy 16th, mahal!
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Well...
You know darlin',
that lil letter you wrote?
It was very heartwarming.
And trust me,
it was you that gave me strength whenever I awoke before daybreak,
whenever I was drenched with sweat in the burning day,
whenever the nights got long and draining,
whenever I woke up in the dead of the night;
It was you.
<3
that lil letter you wrote?
It was very heartwarming.
And trust me,
it was you that gave me strength whenever I awoke before daybreak,
whenever I was drenched with sweat in the burning day,
whenever the nights got long and draining,
whenever I woke up in the dead of the night;
It was you.
<3
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
eezveel
came across this in my daily gospel reflection today.
'May you keep in mind always the will the Lord has in place for us'.
now now, doesn't that sound so intriguing? and i wonder what He has in store for us.
roar, it's your last night in camp. really wish i could go for your POP tomorrow. but i guess i'll hear from ya after that or something. am currently clueless on what's happening tomorrow anyway.
buuuuuuut....
congrats on winning games day!! hahaha. so cute.
'May you keep in mind always the will the Lord has in place for us'.
now now, doesn't that sound so intriguing? and i wonder what He has in store for us.
roar, it's your last night in camp. really wish i could go for your POP tomorrow. but i guess i'll hear from ya after that or something. am currently clueless on what's happening tomorrow anyway.
buuuuuuut....
congrats on winning games day!! hahaha. so cute.
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Uh hum
- I have NS.
- I might be abit gay for you.
- I might not be as awesome as you think.
I think that's how it went!
Yup, I'm sure you were stoked by results.
See, everything'd be fine =)
You make me so glad for you, sweetheart!
Ok I'm hungry...
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
claims dept
blogging from work, no choice since blogger refuses to load at home :/ been trying to post here the whole week!
first and foremost, thank you for making me feel so loved and wanted (:
secondly, i've found myself wondering and realising i've forgotten something.
remember you made me disclaimers? on my birthday? can you remember them, cos i can't, regretfully. so if you can remember, could list them here? hahaha.
there were also three more right after you asked if you could be my boyfriend. [priceless moment i'll never forget (: (: ] one was about NS. what were the other two? memory eludes me, ack.
you know everytime i think about friday, all i can do to console myself is the fact that you'll be there. and everything will be okay.
remember i'll always be here for you, baby.
<3
first and foremost, thank you for making me feel so loved and wanted (:
secondly, i've found myself wondering and realising i've forgotten something.
remember you made me disclaimers? on my birthday? can you remember them, cos i can't, regretfully. so if you can remember, could list them here? hahaha.
there were also three more right after you asked if you could be my boyfriend. [priceless moment i'll never forget (: (: ] one was about NS. what were the other two? memory eludes me, ack.
you know everytime i think about friday, all i can do to console myself is the fact that you'll be there. and everything will be okay.
remember i'll always be here for you, baby.
<3
Saturday, March 1, 2008
holy guacamole --
IT'S DURIAN!
hahahahahahaha baby thanks for settling my craving. so bloody awesome.
basket why you stay so far away now. haha.
hahahahahahaha baby thanks for settling my craving. so bloody awesome.
basket why you stay so far away now. haha.
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